I bought a new website…and I’m excited about it. I’ve been working on it a lot lately…the link will not be here, however, if you’d like the link, comment here including your e-mail address, and I’ll see about getting you the address.

I will be updating my link at despair soon, so I’m not neglecting. Reasons of getting a new site will be listed on that site…so if you care, let me know!

^ It’s so true, it’s crazy!

I thought I didn’t care that off line people read this, but I do. I’m going to get a new site and potentially go by a pen name. I’m sort of sick of what this site has become anyway.

I’m very torn…I think I’ve found a religion nearly perfect for me, but I just joined this other one. And I’m scared. That sounds ridiculous, I’m sure. I’m not sure I’m ready for a change of this magnitude. It’s a sort of switch that would probably anger and hurt those at my current church. They will all surely think I’m going to hell…though it wouldn’t be the first time. Heh. I need kind people. I know where to find them, but I just don’t know if I’m ready to be hated by all other churches. My faith shall be my own and no business of others, but…that fellowship…I’m afraid of losing them. These people I care for so deeply though they may not feel the same. Yet…where I might be going…they may be better…may be just what I’m looking for in people…even though they get such a bad rap which I know not to be true.